“I invited you because I missed you, Soobin-ah, and one of my most dependable characteristics is a complete absence of self-denial,”
and if i cry???????

Then he looks down at Soobin again. Soobin, who has ricocheted from aroused to startled to afraid to dismayed and back again in what feels like ten seconds, looks up. He’s been taught a thousand things about how to look alluring, he’s had lip fillers and tooth veneers and cartilage shaves and laser hair removal and in this moment he can’t think of the art of any of it. Jeonghan and Seungkwan’s fancy designer cushions are digging into his back, he has Seungkwan’s knee solid and unbelievable between his legs and Seungkwan’s mouth hovering over his. And in the background, BTS Jin voicing a tuna who sings hyung, hyung, please take me.
the absolute emotional journey this paragraph took me on, holy cow

i love this. i love your soobin and his vulnerability. i love your seungkwan and how strong his narrative voice is despite not being the pov character (“Jesus,” Seungkwan swears. He drops for a moment, pressing his lips to Soobin’s neck. “I’m not impervious,” he murmurs, “heaven help me.”) i love your jeonghan and his gremlinisms. just absolutely lovely all around. thank you so much for writing and sharing!!