this was so!!!!!!! reading this, i myself felt so tense just wondering when jeonghan would snap but at the end, he doesnt. and of course he doesnt. he's just too tired. oh poor jeonghan :( this line felt like a sucker punch because it was just so precise:

You’re just tired, he reminds himself, but that doesn’t help either. Jeonghan’s tired every day. At this point it feels like he’ll always be tired. Like he’s built up enough of a sleep deficit that he’ll never manage to balance it back out.

if the jeonghan here can't get any rest, i sure hope u do at least! :c thank u for writing and sharing!!